Smelly Toufu

2005-11-12T12:58:00.000+08:00

THIS IS SOOO AMAZING. i am blogging. haha. the blog is seriously rotting alrdy. haha. but anyway..nothing significant happened in this life of mine..so i actually have nothing to say..only tht my hand itchy must type something here to salvage this blog. HAHA. this is so lame.

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!

okay. i deleted it:) lol.

2005-08-24T17:15:00.000+08:00

heyyy!!! it's a once in a life time update so treasure it!!! haha. cant believe im ACTUALLY blogging..btw, im doing this at cheryl's house:) lol..my dad finally fixed de useless com and i think it has cuaght virus agn. what nonsense la.
anyway.. teachers' day is coming and i haven't even bought a feather. maybe i'll just decide to give tissue paper la..and im so sure the teachers will fail me for ALL test. HAHA.
de worst thing to ever happen is cyberweek. what is cyberweek when we have to go school like two times in three days?! urgh..and september holiday is more like september torture-day.. go to school almost everyday alrdy la!!! i think when i reach sec 4 can camp in sch alrdy. haha.
haiyo..no nonsense to talk today la..shall end finger typing in 3 seconds..

3.......2......1......

2005-05-29T18:56:00.000+08:00

hey everyone!! i've got an impt announcement to make!! haha. my phone now has no records of de contacts liao thanks to my SMARTY PANTS BROTHER..so if possible PLEASE send me ure numbers:) thanks!! haha. my hp number is still de same.

2005-05-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

camp is FINALLY over! yay!! i think im like de only one chao happy to leave camp? haha. it grossly dirty there and i perservered like siao!! most amazinly, i drank water frm de swimming pool tap there. *eeew. haha. de only good thing abt de camp is de intructors i guess..one is super lame, de kind tht ought to be shot..and de other de just pure nice and well..nice and sweet. haha. will definitely miss de instructors la.. but yi zhang din have a chance to sign my ultra oversized shirt and im angry with him for tht. BUT then agn, at least i got they're hp numbers:) most importantly, they got my number. haha.but too bad sim card kena spoilt by my most "adorable" brother coz he KEPT trying o break my pin no. which obviously he couldn't. oh wells. just more than happy to be back home la. lol. kimpy is being guo4 fen4 AS USUAL..ask for a million trainings during de holidays. urgh. fortunately camp is over which is probably de only thing tht makes me happy but dunno why still somehow miss de time back there. MIXED FEELINGS!!! haha. anyway..my fingers very tired..stop typing liao. bye!

2005-05-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!! LONG time since i last blogg-ed liao.haha.but im back in case of those ppl who MIGHT BE craving to see my new posts..ta-ta!!! hahaha. anyway, suann, IF you are reading this post..cld you help me do my blog? i want your whole entire face as my blogskin. *DONT FORGET TO SMILE!!! hahaha. anyway..abt a million yrs before this day..mich and i played volleyball in de drizzle. and it was chao fun!! actually mich's father was waiting for her at the front gate liao..but she NICE ENOUGH to stay back w me after training to wait for my mom. hahaha..den play on wet road somemore. super scared of falling. so we played for like abt 20 min..den ms mildred koh came out to drive her car away la. instead of being concern tht we were playing in de rain..she asked me and mich:" are you sure you wont hit the cars here?" wah lau. it's only a BEACH ball please. hahaha. anyway played for almost 30 mins before my mother came lar. BUT before we left, mich and i went to hide de ball so nxt time we can play agn. Lol!!! I cant even find a place to hide it lar..so i just put it on top of de sit-and-reach thingy which was under a table. by time it was the nxt training, de ball was missing le. OBVIOUSLY someone took it. hahaha. anyway it's super late now so i shall stop blogging!
hahaha.

2005-04-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

heyy!! promise gen-beef to blog so here i am!! haha. i am GOING to grow fat at the rate i eat. i hope beancurd doesn't add to my fats. just kiddin'!! xiu, gen-beef and i went serangoon to eat again..haha. first went N & B den after tht went mac. everywhere we go also got ppl pissing us off. Xiu was VERY upset. lol..she's de ultimate lit student of de year. *pro. haha. and de stupid lady at mac was weird. she and her family DOES NOT speak with emotions. lolx. very weird. maybe we were talking too loud. truth is..we were. too funny and crappy and lame. i think xiu is gonna get stones in her stomach..my mom says tht if you eat too much beancurd you cld develope stones in de stomach. uh-oh. Xiu actally ate 2 HUGE servings of beancurd and spending a total of $2.20 on tht alone. haha. everyone was chao broke. all de coins also used up, even de 5c oso must use. lol!! okay. ending N-N-OW-W...

2005-03-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

alright..this is the thought of de day:
cld we have won?
haii..sad case la..play so focus den last set dunno wat la crap la. ping piang pong den...suddenly anyhow fling the last shot into de air. sigh sigh..
aniwaes..feeling down and tired now. blogging stops in 3 seconds.
3..2..1..0

2005-03-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

hihi!!!! blogging once in a million years.lol. super duper tired now. haix..today arh is de ultimate day of my lifee. like never go for de stupid PE for how many weeks den suddenly..BOM..run 2.4. Ah lao!! my leg SO suan..den tmr have training..gosh..prepare for burial soon..lol.haha..tuition fun like crap..just talk talk talk..haha..did chao little kan..anyway..my finger now very tired mux STOP typing. S-T-O-P. lol.

2005-03-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

Hihi! back once more! super happy!! why? haha..dun tell you! and i think tht there's something wrong with my blog!

2005-03-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY! Ha! im blogging once again. why? because my com just wont work somehow..cant tag my own tagboard again! so SO so irritating.. it's almost as irritating a my brother kan. hehe..anw i just updated to make my presence felt! haha. so bye now!

2005-03-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

hey evrybody:)! this is once in a life time im updating okay! hee. anw..it's because there's some MAJOR problem. i couldn't tag my own tagboard!! urggh. i shall be updating a tiny little bit as long as my computer stays spoilt.
who's kid? from our sch? hi anw..and we can be frens:)

2005-02-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

this is an announcement:

i shall NOT be updating for as long as i...am not updating.
just tag my board la!
smiles:)

2004-10-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

de thought of splitting up in bits and pieces just gets everyone to tears..a history tht repeats itself in every stage of our lives..pri4? pri6? sec2? sec4? jc? uni? Hah! i guess we'll never really treasure what we used to have until we find out tht we're on de verge of losing them..i'll miss you guys..esp. clique pple!! i'll never forget i was part of de iLa yarh..and crapped together with you horny bunch of ppl..hee. will be missing you guys nuts..and my darling rachel arh..CANNOT forget me you knowz..coz i'll never forget you either! MUST continue dis friendship arh..i get hazel to ding zhe4 ni3..haha..
will be a loner next yr lah..only cheryl and i went same class..abit sad uh..so de smarty pants-es all tongtong go A* class and diu xia4 wo3 bu4 guan3 la! fine. Ruix arh..only you gen wo3 tong2 gan gong4 ku3 arh..so sad..you must really study hard nxt yr okies..i jiayou with you!

2004-10-16T14:44:00.000+08:00

haha...i dragged myself here to blog in case ppl come in den nothing to read!! so...IM LIKE SUPER DUPER HAPPY!!! okay..honestly..im not lar..juz tht exams are over and got SOME FEW DAYS to slack:) haha..abit sad uh..founders day was damn boring..almost fell asleep? haha..i think i'll like fall asleep juz thinking abt wat went on..haha..

I WANT TO DIE!! since dere was exams..i din have like enough time to day dream..den now? whao..to much time to daydream? wth?!? i shall occupy myself every single SECOND of my life..I try?

2004-09-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

I MOVED INTO CANDICE HO'S CLASS TODAY! whao..first floor leh..cries:x..i wont be able to see my beloved jilian agn!!! all dat stupid jue ying fault! hmmph!! lao ying why mux sprain dao jiao!! sobs* sobs* i dont want to move...so sad..i MISS my class..haiya..I SHALL VISIT MY LVL 3 FRENZ WHEN I LEG ITCHY.haha...

2004-09-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

L-O-N-G time din blog..bud since it's a fridaYY i shall make an exeption! yupps..anw..i've gotten over some crazy stuff alrdy and BACK to the world..reality i mean..haha:) most imptly..i promised RuiX tht i wld announce tht she treated me..rachel..sheree..cherina ICE-POP!! we each had one okay! whaha..tht muz have cost her 50cents? haha:) so sweet! i mean the ice pop..jkjk..THANK YOU RUIX! WE LOVE YOU! compo was dam CRAP larhx..maybe i wrote out-of-point? oh wells..what can i say..rahh!!! been slacking a lil bit too much? yupps..B-A-D kid! anw..shall work doubly harrd fer nxt week since it's gonna be de last..haha..

2004-09-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

ermx...dunnoe wat to sae la..SO MANY unknown ppl read my blog? a litttlle bit wierd hurr..anyway de last gal was rachel kaex..she jux admitted to me..whee! haha..trng was STUPID..yupp..watch kimpy playing defence? okay..at least i hid behind suann and pro. candice ho! haha..dey stand up while i hide behind them and rest on de ground?whaha..my leg aching badly agn? stupid..well wellx..rachel and i jux pledged to be straight pple!! yay?!? haha.hhmmmm...okay..shall complete my lit now:) shall blog only when i have de mood..yupp:)

2004-09-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i finished waching de vcd show liao..you noe..de one wid de zzr..sighs..and i re-watched it a couple of times? im going outa control..and it's coz of tht appearance of de anonymous now tht i dun dare to write my feelings down liao..thanks a whole lot. bud at least i realised i shldn't be letting like anyone to read those..jilian and michael are very good for my stress-relief! sighs..great to have em ard..and listening to me..guess dey have more to listen to ..jilian is so right pls...my sub conscious mind is taking over me..bud haix..i dunnoe how to control me myself la..tired liao..shall go daydream..i think dis sounds really familier to michael?! sigh..im sure it does..*winks to michael!

=i've got sentenced to death=

2004-09-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

i must forget ZZR.....must! very stressful liking an actress...trust me.

forget ZZR
get you back in my mind
=my way of ending de torture=

2004-09-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

sijia changed my blogskins fer me...haha...she's very free...if nice next time can find her...not nice...also help me find her..haha..yes yes...im so gonna forget ZZR frm now on...stressed liao..dying soon...i scared i think of her think until got depression...haiz...im tired now...shall take a rest.

*im going to forget ZZR
and get you back in my mind
=tortured=

2004-09-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

aahhhhh!!! i dun wanna like tht zhou zhi ruo so much liao! aahh...my mind is now flooded with the thoughts of her kan?! every sentence she says every action she does..eeww...it's all engraved in my mind?!? erm...am i going nuts?!? sry bud I CANT HELP BUD KEEP SCREAMING! rrrraaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! *lets out a deep breath.. dun want to like her liao..bud it's all not under my control...aaaaahhhhhhh!!! i'd rather go back o my old love pls..im like overly depressed coz i like wanna see her so much and wadeva den its not reality and i wont ever get to meet her as well..WTH?!? great...im so...juz lost fer words la...shall not talkl more abt dis...im stressed over it...can i pls like someone else?!? like AMOS?!? haha..

*im afraid i might go crazy
+only you can help me+
=i hope=
*im givin' it a trry

2004-08-31T21:32:00.000+08:00

time has stripped me of my courage and confidence.
but will time bring it back once more?

2004-08-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

acers dae work-out was ..erm.. bad? and the teachers' dae performance was.. okay?!? i LuRvE cassandra manz.. she rawks..i THINKK..whao. yes yes...bud dun get me wrong...who is my beloved?!?! yes thank you..i think you all shld know? dunno den mux noe!!!!! I LOVE ZHOU ZHI RUO..now you noe..yupx..sad dae la..eat..take neos..study..eat..play for hardly 5 min..den study..yawns..jan and evon were so cute pls...always either do wrong action or do too slowly kan..laugh until my head kinda almost dropped out la..erm..Rachel started slping after a few performances?!? okay okay..hehe..slping beauty la..whaha..

* wonder if im considered lucky or unlucky.
i dun wanna see you' everywhere pls.
it makes me breathless :x

2004-08-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

im suppose to be back here for a very specail reason..tht is: a re-reminder tht zhou zhi rou is my breath and my life..an instrument to keep my heart pumping..yes! whaha...im muz say i think i'll nv get over her kan? yupx yupx..bud i like it dis way! not realitic..nothing to feel sad over and it's not gonna be a sin coz i'll nv and she'll nv get to noe me..phew..at least it's 1000 000 000 times better than liking someone in reality man...i nv wanna wake up pls..hehehe...math lesson today was... ermm.... dunnoe wether to say wether it's fast or slow..well..we had THREE periods of maths..having one of de best lulluby singer as my teacher..plus the principal was sitting at de back of de class together with math HOD la..cannot sleep!!! well..anw i think i wont have de chance realy..mrs soh was like going super sonic speed? qn after qn..did we even stop for five minutes?!? and was crapping abt some history of de PYTHAGORUS THEOREM pls.. does she think we're having history? grrrr... nvm..time flew faster than lightning..did so many qns until i felt as tho' de lesson juz started when it was already abt to end.. a DEFINITE good kid i am kan?!? yes yes.. trng was okay la..I PARTNERED AH BIRD!!!!!! yay..and im qiute sure kimpy is alrrite with us..weeee!! won our dear juniors laa..ah bird was like saying we very lao kui if we lose...and tht almost happened pls!! phew...it din :) im sure my beloved juniors wld have a bright future for table tennis!! wow..they played well man..honest.
and i cut my hair on fri! ermm. turned out lil wierd la..bud nvm...i can't be bothered anymore!!! keep cutting kan?!? i think shave botak is de best solution la..yes indeed...oh wells..nothing more to crap..hehe..flies away.. ..

2004-08-24T16:55:00.000+08:00

when i first saw you..your smile so tender..my heart was captured..my soul surrended..i've spent a lifetime..waiting fer a right time..now tht you're here..de time is near..

at last.

2004-08-24T16:32:00.000+08:00

why am i wishing tht today was a sch day when i have been praying so hard fer cyberweek to come?! haiz..m bored at home man..i seriously think de monkey i drew looks more like a frog lah..honest.
ytd.
was kinda boring la..waited like so long fer de cyberweek briefing to end..was i even listening? uh-oh..i dun think so..waha..well too bad..it was way more effective than my lulluby at night kan? yep. trng was bad la. played two matches..and lost both..hee.bud at least i got to partner ah bird and jan! :) kimpy wasn't at all bad la..bud kinda harsh on janice? yupx..guess coz she's a talent and he doesn't want to waste it? hmmm..well started trng late..den delayed agn when i had to write de epistle with evon? whahaha..damn farny..we were like going into some funny details and trrying to make it sound professional..laugh until almost became madd..haha.at least it cheered me up alot..whahaha..went home with micheal as usual la..super cramped la..bud it was nice of her to cramp with me? haha..i miss sch..

2004-08-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

*the wonders of you
when no one else can understand me
when everything i do is wrong
you gve me love and consolation
you give me hope to carry on..

and ure always dere
to lend a hand
in everything i do..
tht's de wonder..
de wonder of you..

and when you smile de world is brightened
you touched my hand den im a king..
your love to me is worth a fortune
your love fer me is everything..

i guess i'll never noe
de reason why..
you love me as you do..
tht's de wonder
de wonder of you..

2004-08-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

haha..im back again!! why?! coz ive got to remind everyone tht i love zhou zhi ruo! yes!! cannot forget her..she nv leaves my mind..hehe..everyone mux watch kies..sat night 7pm..channel 8!! yes..mux watch! haha..MUST WATCH!!

2004-08-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

reminder to everyone tht i love zhou shi ruo!!! im still thinking of her man..her image floods my mind every time of de day..aaah!! if only i really knew her!! i want to..too bad i can't..bud i really super like her like crazy..i'd die to meet her once..only as her persona of zhou zhi ruo la..dunno if de pic i saw on de net was really her as gao yuan yuan..coz look TOTALLY diff frm zhou zhi ruo..bbud i love love and love her like mad!!! so mad i can hardly imagine why?!

2004-08-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

hey.it's time i blogged la.i've got a few very very super impt msg to say and i hope you guys are reading dis well.* I LOVE GAO YUAN YUAN like mad!!!! really really really super duper love her like crazy!! can't help it..actually i dun like her when she's her normal looking self and her real persona..bud i love her as de tv actress Zhou Zhi Ruo!! and so chio!! chio like siao man! no one can beat her la..seriously no one..bud i dun find her tht chio as her real self..too bad..i really like her as Zhou Zhi Ruo la..i juz like her so much i keep typing de same thing i guess..i was rite? bud tht's because i really really like her! is damn chio..and de character is my fav..she looks so diff frm real person..not chio one..haiz..her hair very nice..i bet her acting is super good..too bad she turned bad after dat. ahhhh!!! i love her like crazy. i can like spent my every minute and every second staring at her face..i love her sad face!!! so chio! i juz love her.love her.love her!!

ytd.

haiz..super tired la. was having mood swings? yep. wasnt really feeling happy or wadeva..esp got de goeg test..hope i'll score well enough? went hlm with de team agn..took lotza pics bud i din really look good lar. wasn't really in de mood to smile? yarh..anw i think i managed to hide it well..i hope? haha.hope i din spoil de pics..bud it's like de first time i take like so many at one go lar..can smile untill my teeth drop man..some more der were some tht were really crowded man..too crowded..haha. kimpy was really in de mood fer some lame games..no..i mean quizes..felt as tho' i was having lesson in class agn..and he considered it fun! whao. tht's amazing..went home really late and i was dreaming in de bus until i missed two stops!! walked alot..yep.and slept early? was too tired to do anything else la..glad my parents let me off early fer once? :) i think im juz getting infactuated to everyone i see la..de more i write den de more like i dun have de strong feelings fer de gao yuan yuan anymore..bud i still like her..she is damn chio! whao..her looks juz no.1 kan.
nvm..i like rachel more..and i think i like evon too? yes.and jan..yay..i think i like everyone la..see i told you i get infactuated easily.

2004-08-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

haiya..tired la..came back juz to fill up spaces i guess..whaha..tmr got geog test..not even sure if i can pass la..i think im prepared fer de worst..*murphy's law-any bad thing tht can happen will happen..haiz..dont want it to happen leh.. :/..die die la..dis one is confirmed de..

2004-08-15T15:54:00.000+08:00

oh yes.mux add something dat happened on fri before trng?!!! wahaha..michael's things went missing AGAIN!! and stolen by de same TOILET AUNTIE..haha and michael caught her redhanded TWICE already kan?!! wahahahah!! she kept taking michael's things la.one moment her super pink socks..den later her whole entire plastic bag! and i THINK she wanted to use michael expensive towel to clean de TOILET!! michael was like damn pissed and angry..pratically screaming her head off at de poor auntie who was like smiling away?! haha..she asked de auntie why she kept taking her things..haha..and i was laughing like mad until my back hurt like crazy..and i still cldn't stop!! i was like tumbling on de floor? SUPER SUPER funnie!!

2004-08-15T15:13:00.000+08:00

aaaaaah!!!! i can't stand it! how many times didd i tell myself to study geog?!! and i kept procrastinating!!! damn it! now i like hafta rushed thru everything..it's like 15 chpts? geesh..im juz gonna fail. my fist failure since de term started tho. im like surprised? guess so. anw. im like so hao lian abt it kan.sry sry..
wahaha.gonna have a dinner nx fri! not tht im super interested in attending it la..bud i mean..IT'S FREE!! haha..MICHAEL FOO was like asking mdm hou wht were we suppose to wear..den mdm hou was like:of course your table tennis shirt la.since it's juz after trng. hahahah!! den de funniest part was michael gave de :huh?you-want-us-to-wear-that face..and mdm hou was saying:den you want to wear NIGHT GOWN arh? [of course mdm hou was speaking in hua yu] den evon said tht we wld be very smelly! wahaha! and mam hou said she was used to de smell.and so is kimpy!! i mean de whole conversation was damn hilarious kan!!!
haha..gonna do flag dae on de 4th sep!! even tho im underage!!! bud anw i was allowed..maybe because i was cute??!!! hahah! bud sadly.i heard frm rachel tht they only gave one hr! hmmph.dat means i have to go and clean de art room! gosh..i saw jan cleaning it de last time and it definitely didn't seem like fun okay! anw..ahaha im doing it with rachel if i really have to..so tht settles almost everything i guess...

I LOVE RAHCEL!! i mean..i always have. :)

2004-08-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

hey if YoU' are readin' dis.
plz dont tell any one abt dat thing..i think you noe wad la.yep..i mean.yep.keep it a secret plz.

arrrh!! can't stand it..din noe i had secret enemies kan?!! pissed off la! wadeva..dun want to think abt it..A-N-G-R-Y! anw.yep.trng was bad la.-as usual- kimpy spent like 2 hrs TALKING..like crap kan..yarr..den went home wid lizard DUMBO..hee.glad to have someone accompany me home? yep.
im a loner.

2004-08-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

erm..here's a reply to YouR' blog yarh. i mean yarr..im not angry..im..erm.kinda like shocked and surprised la..thanks amw. iLu dear!!

2004-08-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

haha..my leg is hurt. as usual. coz i think i over worked it a lil? yeah guess so..anw lotza homework to complete so muz go NOW! i mean..yarrh..shld do my work when i really feel like it..coz usually i dont..got caught by mrs rajar fer duplicating someone's work i think..hee.no face to see her tmr!

2004-08-10T14:49:00.000+08:00

i still cant believe i took de step forward!!oh wells..i dont dare even to think of wht we'll be in future..im happy with wht we are now.thank you fer not spoiling everything like you did before. :)

2004-08-10T14:03:00.000+08:00

okies..im gonna have to admit tht it was a BAD idea to go on de same holiday over and over agn..even if it doesn't cost much. BEACAUSE EACH TIME I GO SOMEWHERE..I LOSE SOMETHING! my gosh..i lost things tht are juz gonna cost me at least 16 bucks kan? like so broke liao..den got ppl bdae coming up..wads de world turning into hurr?anw..even tho tht was saddening..bud i guess i did have a good holiday after all..hee. i mean..yarh.finally got de courage manzz..how long did it take? idunnoe..bud it was so simple! yay! im getting braver..i think my next challenge can be beating up de DM in sch liao.haha..SHHH..not so loud..later she come after me before i do anything.
haha! bud anw..it's really great. im happy! yes. i am..seriously i kant be any happier la..unless rachel AGREES to go stead wid me..THEN i will be even happier..haha.jkjk..sry juz playing a fool..too happy liao..cant wait fer sch tmr! i wanna see my darling's beautiful face!!!

2004-08-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

i really cut my hair!! bud i cant look into de mirror. you noE why?! coz everytime i look at de mirror..i have to face the toilet bowl and IMMEDIATELY..something gross juz spills out. fine. why does my hair cut ALWAYS turn out bad whenever i cut. ALWAYS! some idiot shit guy..dam inexperience practice on a LIFE BAIT. great. nice try man. hinted to de other lady tht i din want him already kan? she got de hint and told me to GIVE HIM A TRY. you wanna noe wad. dis is gonna be you first try and your L-A-S-T try okay! no more trying. go try on a wig la. if you cannot help it den try ure mother's hair okies..my gosh. how cld you TRY on mine?! den i paid you for your HARDWORKINGNESS izzit? forget it!!!

okies..forget abt the haircut..dun want to think abt it.
wow.man i REALLY am a coward kan? no courage! HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL MYSELF TO BE BRAVE?! im juz born like tht la..seriously cant help it. i mean..simple thing oso cant do? oh my audrey..wad CAN you actually do? i suppose de ans is nothing. seriously..i can do NOTHING. im sry dear..but i juz CANT DO IT! anw..i broke my things-to-do-dis-yr yesterday liao..
no 1: mrs soh caught me agn. (bud dis time i did de work..only nv draw de line after plotting)
no 2: still dont have courage
no 3: i tok bad abt mr kim AGAIN( break it practically everyday la)

2004-08-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

i think im being sensitive. things juz seem so diff ever since so many things happened. ever since you madde so many new frenz. ever since you made up wid so many pple. you seem to take much more interest in them yea? i dunnoe.maybe im juz being too sensitive.
dun do too much together anymore yarh? are we still wht we use to be? seldom stayed back together yarh? is dis my fault coz i dun ahve enough time fer you? dont think ive really spent a solid dae with you ever since school started? remember how i always thought sch juz reopened? now i finally know de real reason. we nv spent time together ever since sch reopenedd. not after sch. dat's why i have no memories of de times we're suppose to have together? hahas..i really wonder izzit me no time fer you or.. ..or izzit you having no time fer me? im trying..i mean i really am.
there's juz no time to lose coz we're gonna get seperated AGAIN. and i dont want history to repeat itself. bud dis time it's juz tht we wont go back to wht we used to be. am i too selfish? maybe i am. or maybe coz im juz freeing you frm wht we were last time? i dunnoe. can we cooperate and return to the old times? we're drifting apart and i know it. i already felt it de last time so many ppl were after you(in a good way) and i already had to share with them my afternoon wid you. bud i guess it's worse noww? it is. now ure spending ure afternoons wid em. not me. juz hope you'll see how we're becoming yarh? it might be because i dun show it outside me i guess. bud de truth is tht it's aching inside.

2004-08-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

i juz think no one can be happier than i am now.it's juz so great..great..im juz happy beyond words! WAY BEYOND. to think tht i thought i was de one you were referring to..my gosh.how could i?! im sorry fer thinking llike tht.
bud i still gotta thank you.coz if not fer you i wldn't know who's de most impt person in my life (other than god). it's not anyone else bud you. it juz gotta b you. cldn't slp de whole night coz i was thinking abt tht thing. wahaha..anw im juz so glad it's not me. i really REALLY am. geesh.evon thx fer staying up late to comfort me. bud wadeva i told you was still true. i still think like tht.( tho i hope those weren't true too. i wish.)

2004-07-31T22:49:00.000+08:00

okies..so kimpy isn't THAT bad.. at least he praise me fer once..KIMPY PRAISED ME! hahs..bud felt lil wierd? coz im no longer used to him praising me liao..im more like USED to de firing..bang! hee.nvm.okies..lost wei jing de last set 11-1? whao..after all i tried. de 5th set was juz saddening..wei jing like somehow exploded with smashes and wadeva..ALL IN! weijing..you veh cruel leh..hahas..juz realised tht i dun actually have tht much courage really. no courage to do some reeeelly simple stuff. simple.and important.yarh.its darn sad i guess. or am i juz growing more timid each day? i dunnoe..suppose i'll find out over time. pray fer me. hahs.

things i must do by dis yr
1: do not talk bad bout kimpy ANYMORE.[ man.dis is really gonna be tough]
2:study hard audrey!
3:have more courage
4:get into the class i want =very badly=
5:stop singing and whistling in class
6:do all my homework so tht mrs soh wont catch me agn
7:stop thinking abt some things tht are already over!

2004-07-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

I JUST LURVE THE MUSICAL KAN..ROCKS MY LIFE..WHAT ABT YOURS?

whao..was dead tired after the musical manz..bud it was cool? not really la..juz superd..SUPERDLY COOL! hehe..bud i guess i saw some ppl who dunnoe how to appreaciate dis wonderful performance? yeah..feel so sad fer them la..
my tht cousin even BETTER! goodness me..make me SIT beside her at the chair all the time kan? at a time where everybody is lyke socialzing?! wahlau..i leave her 1 min alone arh..cum back give me black face..if i had known tht bring you to dis musical was such a pain den i shld have jolly well let you stay at home..wth make me pay another $20 more and den cannot go with my darling rachel..can't you at least let me laugh out loud? haiyo..you expect me to sit there and stone like you liddat arh?mad! hahas..i juz got so excited seeing all the ppl performing yarh..untill i pratically lost control of myself..my heart jump like crazie..esp. when audrey.h came out EVERY SINGLE TIME! hAhA! bump.bump.bump erh? i think it's still jumping? IS IT?!!
hee.so lotsa pple der..looked totally diff frm the norm? yep. guess so..geesh..the performers all looked chio frm the 2nd floor? wah..bud agn tht brilliant cousin of mine make me sit der and look at the pple socializing kan? can't you even see my jealous face? hmmph!manz//now i really think i shld have juz gone wid rachel instead..cherly.h was so perfect frm the 2nd floor man! i din noe she was tht chio? de soloist were all good? duh! yeah..i finally realize tht i should shut up in class and not sing nonsense anymore..ive got two great singers der..lotsa competition yarh? i really shld juz shut up.

2004-07-18T15:41:00.000+08:00

why cant you juz understandd?! i know ure out to pick on me..but you dun hafta do it until so obvious kan?! it's not as if i cant see it..and you dun hafta tell me ure being sarcastic..coz i have my own ears to hear..afraid im too stupid to understand izzit? and i'll stop laughing at ure what you call j-o-k-e-s..i can tell it's makin' me look more idiotic than ever..you are juz picking on every SMALL little thing i do..is tht wad you call [being harsh on EVERYONE??] well..to be honest.. i dont see how ure being harsh on ure darling "girlfriend" whom cant start the day without her ..and you cannot even stop smiling at the sight of her izzit?! so dis is what you mean by equality..wow..i din noe ure english dictionary was SOOOO differnt frm mine.. you can juz jolly well tell me tht you dun lyk me straight to my face lah..it's far better than seeing ure hypocrite smile of yours 2 times a week!! i think my life would juz be perfect without you..
pple get distracted easily is their fault meh.and dun think i dunnoe tht u have been lying through ure teeth frm de day i knew you..if you are so dam irritated wid me den too bad..coz ure juz gonna have to be stuck with me fer another 2 more yrs..and it doesn't mean im not lisening to you when i dun stare at ure pathetic face kan..it's juz dat ure so pathetic i cant bring myself to look straight into ure eyes..if you think ure so good in every sport..den try teaching me ballet larhz..stop putting up a know-everything-front kaex..im gonna wait till de day when you finally realise wht a pain you are..when you finally know tht no one actually likes you..bud dont cum sucking up to anyone when dat happens.. coz it's not going to work no more..

2004-07-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

okay..i wrote the whole thing..wanted to type the last feww words and wow!! i deleted EVERYTHING! i can juz die kan? i shall restart den.sianz..first i wanna thank evon fer making my day! thanks dear!! yep.feeling dam tied up inside yarh?let it all out at evon..poor thing..hee.sry der.yep..was had lotsa fun teasing jan the whole time..not exactly the whole time..but even when we were not..she tot we were and made a big fuss out of it! evon and i share the same SMART brain i guess..wow? we-can-read-each-others-thoughts..hey vons..if ure reading this..ARE YOU THINKING WAT IM THINKING?! i guess so..hee.we're really sadistic ppl i tell you..we even took the same qiuz on sum1 and we both agreed we'd get 100%! dont great minds think alike? hee.saw some table-tennis pic we took in kl.i was in 5 when there were 30++??! ms tini..you are dam baised! suann claimed i looked the best in the one where i was in the background. thanks alot dear..

2004-07-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

can you remember who i was..
can you still feel it..
can you find my pain..
can you heal it?

then lay ure hands upon me now..
cast this darkness frm my soul..
you alone can light my way..
you alone can make me whole..
once agn..

2004-07-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

i came frm nowhere like you and ure friend..
my searching and wandering went on without end..
m futuer is dimmed..
my spirit is crushed..
and one sacred moment..
my questions were hushed..

2004-07-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

tho' i smiled..
the tears inside were burning..
i wish you luck and then you said goodbye..
you were gone..
but your words still kept returning..
what else was fer me to do..
but cry..

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im so sick..dam sick..got mumps..and i'll NEVA WANNA GET IT AGAIN! i cant go sch. i cant eat.i cant talk properly.And i cant even S-L-E-E-P!!!!guess wad?! i missed the youth celebration agn! fer the SECOND time..last yr was table-tennis..this yr..well mumps!this world is really unfair.wld you need me to spell it outt agn? U-N-F-A-I-R! worst thing was tt i missed the pasta and apple crisp tt mrs koh made fer the class..i heardd tt she was a reall good cook..-and i missed her food oky-! well thank god tt wasn't the second time as well..will hafta quickly catch up with wat happens in sch..i feel like im missin' out on everything..and no one bothers tho update me with wad's going on? hello der? not even RACHEL?! haiz..tt's a sad life..im a poor kid..okay..darsh did ask me abt my condition and get well soon..but other than tt? 1 outa the 6 billion population in the world..geesh..i'd consider myself pathetic..

2004-06-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

hee.it's been a reelly looong time since i last blogged yarh? haha!! i had too much to say so didin't dare to go blogging..HAHA!!first it was my aunt's wedding and all..haha..my aunt's finaaly married!!!hooray.let's give her a three cheers okay?hee.i was wearing black long sleeve turtle neck and a red pants..geesh.and i was forced to put on make-up.my eyebrows even almost got cut off if i didn't stop that person manz.phew!wahlao..think i going fer wad..-fashion show-?!!yep and the days went on..and on..yep..and on..blah blah blah!so now im like back from a pleasant trip -kl-yep.cool der.hee..guess wad..i won that malaysian bung you know??!!!woohoo..she looked so pro and so cute i was like praying dam hard tt i wont meet her and tata!-she was standing at the opposite side of the table..yep.this is a secret..-i was wondering wether she was a bung and kept staring right at her face INTIL SHE SAW ME!!-okay..i haven't told michelle tt yet or else she wld have been so so jealous..i think?hee.saw my cousin there..got some money from ny aunt..haha.spent all of it on food ya.hee..poor bean lost her belt der..haha..and we bought lotsa stuff fram carrefour..instant noodles..blah blah..and fruits! we ended up giving all those to the badminton gals..hee.geesh we stayed up till 3am then went baq to bed..michelle was like so poor thing to hafta sleep wid me coz i tortured her with the heat i guess..25 degrees and no fan!haha!!the blacket was like up to ny neck while she didn't even bother to use the blanket..yep.so it was like that fer the whole trip ya?gosh.why does it seem all so boring the way i put it..well anyway..-IT'S NOT-!

2004-06-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

lolz..im back from my chalet.haiz..was too tired fer training so decided to pon cca.ok..kinda feeling bad now..gee.the chalet was so tiring..we rode the bike for TWO WHOLE DAYS!!especially the first day..we rode from about 3plus pm to 6am..haha..of course we rented the bike overnight and made FULL use of it..wow..haha frightened ourselves by going to the haunted bedok jetty..haha but on the second day..we ended up sleeping thru the night!! aaaaaah..wasted.hee.everyone was like snatching fer the bed and i slept next to rachel..haha..woke up in the morning only to see her face right at my face(wah..lucky i didn't move abit closer or i think i might have kissed her..)the bbq was okay..yup.i didn't have to do the cooking..hee.just helped by feasting on the half-burned food..hee.the chicken was often half cooked tho'..hahs.then rode the bike ard again and christabel and audrey han made me ride behind tehm in case they got left behind!! hahahaha!!!lolz..and guess what..i rode hazel on my bike..that's like my first tym?!hee.we went mac like how many times per a few hrs lor..wah..only to get free water..haha..and gave them some buisiness too lar..for example..ice cream?!hee.then played truth or dare..wow..saw some excithing kissing going on there..i call it..-the happening-lolz ..haha.wanted to watch the sun rise on that two mornings but guess wad..i ended up sleepimg on the bed on both nights..great..the first mornng was worse..i fell asleep on the hard ground..hee saw lotsa ants and i had no other choice than to be a murderer..hahs.yup.can't wait fer sch to reopen..it's boring at home.okay..nothing more to say liao..buiaX!

2004-06-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

i've got nothin' on my mind..
nothin' to remember..
nothin' to forget..
i've got nothin' to regret..
but im all tied up on the inside..
no one knows what would i've got..
and i know it on the outside..
what i used to be..
im not..
anymore..

2004-06-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

hihiz..today was great! started off with a nice breakfast..then did like only 1h15min of work then went to meet birdie lahdey at heartland to get a b'dae cake fer our dear senoir=charissa!hahas..den we met up with wei jing and charissa..took neoprints[haha..looked silly in some of them!lolz..esp.the one where lahday and i *shot*each other.-BANG!!-]den met valerie..ate at kfc bought charissa a cake..when we went to get the cake, we lied to her that we were getting STOCKINGS!! HAHA!i wonder if she really believed us..0.o hee..okay, i admit it was dam silly of us..but afterall we aren't good liers(or..are we??)den the worst part of the day took it's turn.. ..
kimpy started blabbering abt his birthday and all..showing us the presens he received..am i suppose to go-WOW KIMPY..THAT'S A W-H-O-L-E LOAD OF PRESENTS YOU HAVE!!!-haha?- and den he started teaching us what he called *the way of life*..alrite man.give me a break![i really wonder when he's gonna STOP BRAGGING abt himself]..okay..then we played KINGS and i partnered birdie lahday!!!woohoo!!it was cool..turned out quite well tho' i think i pissed lahdey alittle..oh c'mon i was..*nervous? haha..okay.. then we went heartland again..saw some magic tricks..yup! rather interesting..guess i'll display one magic trick by disappearing from here! -applauses- *courtsey*

2004-06-10T13:27:00.000+08:00

woohoo!i was on msn with yi harn todae! yup..it's been a long long time since i last talked to her..hee.im like so happy??!okay..tho' we didn't rally have much to sae to each other..but it was stil *nice..hahs..was my best fren in pri sch i guess..hee.[sry rachel,ure my best fren too!just a diff kind of best.]im so happy.happy.happy.happy.hahaha..i think i am having a major problem expressing myself clearly due to the -overflowing- excitement in me..hahs..well,too bad i injured my leg..or i think i might end up jumping ard..hahas!lolz!

*****

when i see you on the street..
i lose my concentration..
just the thoughtthat we might meet..
creates anticipation..
won't you look my way..
once before you go..
and my eyes would sae what you ought to know..
i've been thinking abt you day and night..
and i don't know if it will work out right..
but somehow i think that it just might..
if we try..
faces come and faces go..
in circular rotation..
but something yearns within to grow..
BEYOND infactuation..
so if you look my way once before you go..
then my eyes would say what you ought to know..
well you got me standing deaf and blind..
cause i see love as just the state of mind..
and who knows what is it that we might find..
if we try.. ..

2004-06-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

hee.today was fun..was dam glad to go back to sch..even though it was suppose to be the MOST DREADED DAYS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE..ans:CCA..haha..played wid birdie lahdey..wow we were both on form!kinda exciting.yup.went heartland fer a while after that.ate at mac..birdie lahday,bean and evon were utterly disgusted by my gross eating manners.hee,but it was most enjoyable looking at thier will-you-please-just-stop-eating-like-that face..lolz.den we met rachel.k,she was going home after taking neoprints with jingwen..WOW their pictures were..L-A-R-G-E!!!hee.but i gotta hafta admit they were really kinda amazingly cute i guess..lolz!we visited many shops and bean started trying on diff hats.haha..the way she wore it was..how do i put it..erm *weird?[lolz..sry bean..but you were really funny in those!!]finally we went our seperate ways and i found out that i did not have the key which forced me to hafta stay at my grandma's place fer like 2h![time felt much like 20h coz i wa still stinky and smelly back from table tennis!]hahs..yup so tht's abt all fer today!

crossraods

2004-06-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

hey thanks sheree..my dearest pal!!hee.guess i have more reasons fer comin' on to internet now..hahs..okay..this is dedicated to you sheree darlin'!!

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if you want to make me happy..
here's all you gotta do..
now take me where you're goin'..
and i'll take care of you..
cause i've got this need that's growing..
to keep you satisfied..
and if you keep your green light showing..
well you can take me fer a ride..

sheree was here!

2004-06-07T11:23:00.000+08:00

audrey! u better thank me for helping u to do up ur blog! hehhs. =P
-sheree